Okay it's official. I've gone over to the dark side and grew love for sequins and animal printed tops... It makes me feel exciting.

School's been pretty fun so far. I mean, except for the fact that I'm already behind on all my lab write ups. Those things take forever and a day to complete!!! Plus I'm such a procrastinator. Freakin a. That was on my resolution list too -___-" Also on my new year's resolution was the plan to work out everyday after class since I have ridiculous 2-3 hour breaks between each class or before work. I got a locker and paid $15 bucks for it... however, I have yet to put anything in it. Just last night I packed a duffle bag with 4 shirts, 2 shorts and a bathing suit... only to discover that I have no idea where the hell my mizunos are. Those were expensive... and I only wore them for one pathetic season. Must put them to good use... must find them... asap! And the next step would be to actually lunge the bag to school and make time to work out. State actually has a decent pool and a decent weight room... not to mention all these classes. Okay foreal. More action, less words.

Now, I will nap. Then work at 3. Then do those freakin labs!!!!!!! I actually have every temptation to go to TORQ tonight... but alas, no ride... no car... no driver... and I def have a quiz tomorrow. Aiyaaaa... Fun next weekend forsure!!!

Oh and when Tim Be Told gets around to answering my questions, I'll have the interview up ^_^

So Make It Or Break It is currently my new fave show. 24 comes a close second (esp. because Freddie Prinze Jr. finally came out of his hiding and landed the role of Agent Cole Ortiz). Last night I watched an episode when the girls' coach, Sasha, said something that totally hit me. I dont know it word for word so I'm not gonna quote it... and I've already tried looking online... but the gist of it was that the only reason you're trying to prove someone wrong is because you currently think they're right. Good call Coach Sasha, good call.

Tim Be Told tomorrow. I am INCREDIBLY excited. Not only do I get to see this upcoming Asian American band perform live, I also get to see with a very good and old friend of mine who I've longed to chill with for quite some time and it's at Berkeley!

Definitely a busy first week of school though and I feel like I'm already behind on homework... However, this is partially due to the fact that I didn't order any of my books till 2 nights ago. I saved hella money though so I'm not even trippin.

Classes so far have been great. I'm pretty excited for this upcoming semester. Except for my accounting class... omg that teacher has such a thick chinese accent that it gets really difficult to understand and I eventually just tune her out. Plus, she doesn't know what personal space means -_____-" And it's already 1:14am aiyaaa Asian American Studies calls.

XOXO, C.

ALL OF ME
Words and Music by Tim Ouyang
Performed by Tim Be Told
copyright 2007 Tim Be Told

Verse 1
I am reckless with my soul
broken and defeated by the things I can’t control
I have given up so many things for a hope when I die
that these heaven seeking promises weren’t lies

O God of mercy you have told me I could put it in your hands
do you really think I can?

Chorus
And if I had everything I want, would I keep falling down?
would I keep falling down?
so here I am learning to cast aside all of my desires
all of my desires

Verse 2
I am restless in my soul
stealing their affections trying to fill an endless hole
I have cried alone so many times
cause I can’t feel your love
I remember when you used to be enough

O God of mercy so they tell me I can put it in your hands
do you really think I can?

Chorus

Bridge
so are you even real
or am I afraid to feel?
scared of what I’ll find
that when I cried to you, called it true
in the end will it be that I wasted all my time?
but with all these doubts I’m offering to leave it all behind

Berkeley, Jan 28th <3

Seriously

I'm loving this band right now. I'm usually not into this alternative sound, but this band has got the hot bug. It's hawt right now. Lyrics (so heartfelt) and sound (so catchy)! And it really doesn't hurt that they are from Santa Monica and consists of 4 heartthrobs (3 koreans, 1 viet) all around my age with charisma and charm. Holla back?

Well, prease risten and enjoy!

http://www.myspace.com/seriouslytheband

I really do believe Asian (Americans) will take over the world...

And everyone will like it.

Currently on winter break till the 25th! ^^v I'm pretty happy about this break time. I'm working ... a lot! But it's monnaaaayy and everybody loves money right? (think back about that comcast commercial :P) I'm patiently waiting for my grades... a lot of people I know got all of theirs already but I JUST got one today so I'm still waiting for 4 more. Lazy professors...

Ok it's 1am. I work for another 11 hours tomorrow starting at 10am so peace easy niggies!

XOXO, C.

PS. Young married men are such minxes!!!

PPS. I LOVED CHRISTMAS!!! Like everyone said, distance does develop friendships. Me and my sister are pretty close now... and that's pretty surprising <3

This is why I love Christmas

SHIIIVEERRRRRSSSSS

Seriously, the Band

Asian (Americans) are taking over the world!!! ^^v

Well, after Lady Gaga that is.

Her concert was in SF this past weekend, and though I did not see it (QQ), I saw clips of her performance on youtube haha. I swear I can watch youtube all day and all night long... Back to Gaga, this is what she said before she sang Speechless...

You can be whoever the f* you want to be.

If you want to wake up tomorrow and be a photographer, buy a camera.

And if you want to wake up tomorrow and be a star... buy a camera.

DHklashd ahdkjashd HAHAHAHA only the funniest thing ever! But so inspiring. Thanks Gaga.

XOXO, C.

I spent the weekend in Union City where it was 53 degrees all day and night. So cold... Went to my dad's hs friend's baptism party where there were only either old people or toddlers. So I ended up babysitting really -__- because all the adults could talk to me about was college and I really wasn't too interested in hearing their success stories when I still don't know what to do with my life yet. But I hear that Indians are taking over the world. Indonesians are pretty profound too though. Maybe I'll just change to computer science or computer engineering and work for Marvel Tech. Who knows...

Must finish final English essay on Never Cry Wolf >____> and I still got 3 more tests after this essay. Lamelamelamelamelame.

Abercrombie&Fitch cardigan, Banana Republic sweater dress, Tommy Hilfiger leggings, and Uggs (not pictured). You like my blinged out Hello Kitty case that matched my Hello Kitty ring? ^^v