It's all in His hands now

Even though the great Thanksgiving break is near, bad news are accumulating at a scary rate.

How can I be thankful for anything when there are so many terrible things occurring?

It's times like these that I gotta have faith in Christ and know that he'll take care of everything.

I don't want to be a CEO (Christmas, Easter, On-the-Call) Christian anymore. It's not fair.

But really. I need you and your mercy and your grace so bad right now.

I ran upon this girl on youtube since I am a youtube fanatic and I am absolutely in love.

Her lyrics, her melodies and her really soft voice.

Very nioce.

I can't lie, watching the trailer gave me shivers. I'm kinda excited...

Ok this is kinda funny. I'm currently in my doctors office and it's seriously packed with elementary schools about to take their flu shots. This is when you know who are the big babies. Straight up these two kids were bawling! One even ran out of the office and the other the mom had to carry him and he was def like 10. And when they came out, they were like "cool this is where I got it!" "Didnt even hurt!" they said to everyone else waiting. I actually like getting shots... Anyways waiting sucks. This is a real test of my patience.

I absolutely hate being sick!!! I feel like not doing anything... Thankfully, classes were cancelled today :) not like I woke up in time for them but nonetheless thank you baby Jesus I owe you one.

I also owe him another one for blessing me with great company like AACF. I honestly haven't had that great of a time in months!!!

And for the opportunity to cheeeel with Kimberly Woo! Talking and shopping is indeed a sport ^^v

Till next time!
XOXO, C.

JYP is like the Jay-Z of Korea

I actually cant believe I hauled my ass out to Oakland for this audition...
Btw what a freakin lie... Oakland is definitely an hour away from San Francisco...

It cost me a total of $12.50 to get to Oakland via public transportation.

And sadly, I didn't dare spend my emergency $5 cash nor did I bring my credit card to buy some atomic hot wings from the famous wingstop D: Next time fasho...

To sum the experience up:

I definitely didn't get the private audition that the email said I would nor was my number the one that I received (#20 in email, #175 in person?!). I had to wait FOREVER in a small room full of really anxious Asian people (I rove AZNS) watching music videos and trainee videos. Something I'm absolutely not okay with: 8-12 year olds in miniskirts and heels dancing to Beyonce's Crazy In love. What the hell are you thinking? Andddd after waiting till I saw my toenails grow, 10 of us got called in to another room across the street (wtf?) and we straight up had 20-40 seconds to impress the lady judge who definitely seemed like she didn't want to be there. And I'm so freakin indecisive, I def didn't pick the song that I was gonna sing till I was on the platform, next to be on stage. Ugghh I think I did well... but I got cut off... but then again, so did everyone... so I'm just like everyone? Mehhh wo bu zhi dao... molla molla haha

Good experience I guess? I've never went to anything like this. Tried last year with Kristy for SM Town, but something was wrong with the reservation or something? Even now, I still don't really know what happened... >__>

Moving on, my laptop is finally here! They changed the hard drive soooo I'm back to square one. I'm deciding if I want to read my psych book ooorrrr work on the laptop. I need to update my iphone and put in my Christmas jams since it's November 5th already :DDDD KOIT already got the music playing yeeeeee. I lawwwvvvv Christmas!!! The Starbucks cups, the mall stores displays, and just everythaanggg <3

Till next time!

XOXO, C.

PS. Can I just say that every Andrew I've met in my life have been pretty memorable??? But I especially miss you Andrew Kim :(

I'm sick and tired

Got your bag on your shoulder,
Never thought once about thinkin' it over.
Feel like you're the only one,
Who's ever been in a bad situation.
Now you need to take yourself a love vacation,
'Cause after all, what's done is done.

Sick and tired of being sick and tired.
Everything around you's growin' old.
The days drag on, the nights last forever,
Every day's tougher just to keep it together.
Forget everything you've ever known,
Except for home.

Well, memories, they're over-rated:
All they do is get you down an' frustrated,
And who needs that on their back?

I'm not the biggest fan of country music, but the lyrics fit pretty well with what's going on in my life right now.

You And I

THIS IS THE CUTEST THING IN THE WORLD!!!

I cried. Like a baby. Snapps, I love crying.

And the screen shots are sooo gorgy!!! I love all the colors.

And of course I like seeing this pretty girl (no lesbo) but with a big voice like that.

Another cute video that I'm happy about.

Big Bang gets ready for Christmas quickssss!!!

I'm glad they are back together and that they have a new style.
Tell me why it's in Japanese though...

YES SUBS! hahaha

XOXO, C.